It was wonderful and yet so heartbreaking. I had a vivid dream about my mom. I saw her and hugged her for what seemed like days - proclaimed "I am so happy you are alive, mom!" Told her about Leo's music (which her reply was to give me her smirk/half grin disappointed look) - told her how I'm sorry I had to winterize the house because the heat broke - but I have the money to fix it. Talked about how I was excited to stop the life insurance claim...but then I woke up. I was so sad waking up. I wanted to stay in her presence forever.
I have spent all day heartbroken with a huge massive yearning.
I just want my mom back.
"I'll see you in my dreams...
Hold you in my dreams..."
I love you mom.
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